sometimes you just have to bite the bullet and do things even if you are discomforted and feel nervous. there are positives and negatives to both staying and going. before i engage to heartily i need to determine the actual possibility of future happenings. on this crazy twisty journey i call "My Life" i am no longer content to lay down and be still- i crave an adventure, a dance and a challenge.
if living at Beartrap could continue would i want to? how would i do it? who would i turn to for support? Questions to ponder and find answers quickly.

kim are you there?