bonnyville or bust

in every new life a little rain must fall. new job. new town. I must get to the nitty gritty of what makes me tickishly delighted. what i want to do when i do nothing else. i must remember to make space in my life to breathe and that even though it is new it does not mean that i am all better. it takes time to re-learn an entire life especially when i am wanting to get it right for me.
so i sp[end my day in the trees- miles and miles of green. It is a industrial sized nursery for a industrialized problem of cutting down too many trees. I want to learn all i can. I want to work and dig my fingers into the dirt. though i need to remember that i must not take myself too too seriously.